The Village Inside / Cutting My Dreams

The Village Inside

There's a village just like this one
Inside my heart.

Imagination
Just like its lanes
Dreams
Just like its terraced fields

Without fear
Just like its homes,
Full of hope
Just like its cattle sheds.

There's a village just like this one
Inside my heart.

A friend
Just like solitude.
God
Just like the sky,
Mother
Just like a tree.

There's a village just like this
Inside my heart.

Sometimes I sing
And the villager listens.
Sometimes the villager sings
And I listen.

And you, stone water-tap of the village,
You are singing.
Or you whose eyes swim in tears,
A spring, a well.

Like this village
You too I loved once in my life.

6:21 AM 21 June 2000
Putli Sadak

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Cutting My Dreams

I'm cutting
My dream, the days of my own life.
The water of enthusiasm does not flow
No joys grow, no aspirations spring.

It's a drought.
This season of life is dry
Here in this desolation
Of a village.

Rainbows of song
Do not appear here.
There's none
Of the rain of youth.

The fertile field has turned barren.
It's breast is parched and cracked.
With thirst, with anguish,
With despair.

I'm cutting
My living, my being
With the sickle
Of my own helplessness.

When will that season come?
Where will my life bloom forth?

1:01 PM 6 May 2000
Putli Sadak

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